NormanCOCKwell
Poster
- Joined
- Jan 9, 2021
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Almost 15 full years with this buddy of mine, Captain. Had to say good bye for the final time on Sunday.
Captain was a constant in my life for so long. I changed jobs, houses, went from have no kids to now having a 9 and 7 year old, and he was always here with me. And now he's not. It doesn't even feel real. Two day later and I'm still in a fog trying to process this new life without him.
The reality that he is no longer in this world, that he now only exist in my memories, and I can't see him or touch him right now if I wanted to is hard to grasp.
It sucks, it hurts, so fvcking bad
![Puppy.jpg Puppy.jpg](https://thefreespeechforum-data.community.forum/attachments/1/1068-364d2ecac5de4c216759c84d11d1f30c.jpg)
![dog.png dog.png](https://thefreespeechforum-data.community.forum/attachments/1/1069-be8d29330ccc782ca2a972c767911888.jpg)
![old dog.jpg old dog.jpg](https://thefreespeechforum-data.community.forum/attachments/1/1070-d5fc3c6b60d7ffecea78281490dbe64a.jpg)
Captain was a constant in my life for so long. I changed jobs, houses, went from have no kids to now having a 9 and 7 year old, and he was always here with me. And now he's not. It doesn't even feel real. Two day later and I'm still in a fog trying to process this new life without him.
The reality that he is no longer in this world, that he now only exist in my memories, and I can't see him or touch him right now if I wanted to is hard to grasp.
It sucks, it hurts, so fvcking bad
![Puppy.jpg Puppy.jpg](https://thefreespeechforum-data.community.forum/attachments/1/1068-364d2ecac5de4c216759c84d11d1f30c.jpg)
![dog.png dog.png](https://thefreespeechforum-data.community.forum/attachments/1/1069-be8d29330ccc782ca2a972c767911888.jpg)
![old dog.jpg old dog.jpg](https://thefreespeechforum-data.community.forum/attachments/1/1070-d5fc3c6b60d7ffecea78281490dbe64a.jpg)