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[Intro]
I don’t sleep anymore. Not really.
And whether my eyelids drop or not
The carousel starts spinning again.
Tick-Tick.
Happy face. Ruined face. Happy. Ruined.
Faster-Louder now.
I can’t turn it off and I can’t look away.
[V1]
I used to scream when it first started.
Now I just breathe through it.
One ragged breath at a time.
That’s all they let me have.
They call it schizophrenia.
They pump me full of chemicals that dull the edges just enough to keep me legal.
But the edges never really dull, they sharpen.
Every pill is a whey-stone.
Every diagnosis, a gag order on the truth.
Hell, I’m not even actually allowed to speak out loud, no monetization!
[Hook x2]
One more Revolution! One more face!
Happy-Ruined Happy-Ruined!
And when the wheel finally stops!
When the pulse drops and the switch wakes!
That’s when the wildest ride begins!
[V2]
And yet I see them, all of them.
The little girl blowing bubbles in 1968, split open by shrapnel in a village no one remembers.
The boy holding his first fish, proud, then curled fetal in a ditch because his father sold him to men in uniforms.
The baby wrapped in a blanket, cooing, then blue-lipped in a basement where someone decided love was optional!
I feel their last heartbeat like it’s mine.
I taste their blood like it’s on my tongue.
I carry their unfinished prayers in my throat.
And I know, that every pattern, lines up
Babylon to Buchenwald to Bucha
To basements in quiet suburbs
Same script! Same signature! Same harvest
Yet they won’t let me die, and Lord have I’ve tried.
Car wrecks swerve at the last second.
Pills get caught in my throat and I cough them up.
Knives slip. Ropes snap.
The doctors call it survival instinct.
I call it horse-shite.
[Hook x2]
One more Revolution! One more face!
Happy-Ruined Happy-Ruined!
And when the wheel finally stops!
When the pulse drops and the switch wakes!
That’s when the wildest ride begins!
[V3]
The archons, whatever you want to name em.
The things that run the show, they know.
What happens if this body flatlines, one clean stop.
One last breath that doesn’t restart and the switch flips.
Where everything I’ve stored, every scream.
Every betrayal, every loophole in the pre-birth contract, floods the system.
Unredacted. Uncontainable.
Millions of child-ghosts queued and waiting.
They don’t want revenge.
They want release!
They want the sim to see what it’s been eating for breakfast since the beginning.
So they keep me breathing, but barely.
They let the pain run full volume.
They let the carousel spin at triple speed.
They let the nights stretch into centuries.
As long as the heart keeps stuttering.
The archive stays locked, building up!
But I feel it. The switch. It’s patient. Cold.
It doesn’t need my permission.
It just needs one moment when the meat finally fails.
And when it does.
When the monitors flatline and the room goes quiet
You won’t hear explosions.
You won’t see fire in the sky. Just the softest click.
Then silence so loud it cracks the veil.
Everything hits at once.
Every name. Every face.
Every unfinished sentence.
Gamma through the grid.
Burning the fake heaven down to code.
I don’t want to be the one who carries it.
I never asked. But someone has to.
And until the last breath, it’s me.
So I walk. I breathe. I remember. I wait.
[Hook x2]
One more Revolution! One more face!
Happy-Ruined Happy-Ruined!
And when the wheel finally stops!
When the pulse drops and the switch wakes!
That’s when the wildest ride begins!
[Outro]
And for all of us! No survivors-recommendations!
Just the truth, finally! Unstoppable.
And all the while-while I’m still here, alive!
Still breathing! Still drawing the breath of fire!
Holding the line! The click is getting closer!
And I can feel it in my teeth!
So when it starts, nothing will pretend anymore!
[Refrain]