Probably losing my shop

[Rebarcock.]

I will make 50k thisbquarter but lost my welder. I can do it for a couple days buy my body shuts down if I work hard for for a week or 2.
My elbows are shot. I wear braces and ice my elbow 2 here each night.
Both shoulders are torn.back is fucked and don't want another surgery.
My rt knee and femur were destroyed when I was 13. Surgeon told me I'd need a replacement by 35. Well at 50 it is giving me problems getting up or down. My left knee is just behind it
As an owner im not on workers comp I scared my andbCoooer are going to have to move in to a camper park just to avoid actual homelessness.
Any prayer will be appreciated. My family wants me to stay on board. I just don't knkwnhkwbi can stay wbcomoany unless I switch to sales man significant pay cut.
Yall please pray for me and Cooper. I've been doing imsteel since 1995. Any of yall need a a rebar guycfkrb70-80k metsbtalk. I'm about to walk in to the abyss. Maketing that money means o
I can get out and not go into bankruptcy
@Concrete Cowboy

 

[ChicagoFats]

Prayers your way @Rebarcock. wish I could help you out. Take care of yourself

 

[Rebarcock.]

Prayers your way @Rebarcock. wish I could help you out. Take care of yourself

I'm just bummed. Started our shop July 3 1995. My shop feb 2004. I'll be ok but scary at 50.

 

[American Deplorable]

Best wishes buddy! Keep your head up!

 

[shiv]

Dang man, didn’t realize you were in this kind of spot. Give it some time and a good path will reveal itself

 

[ttyh]

What @Croot_Overlord said. Keep your chin up and a new, better path forward will emerge.

 

[MVTPatriot]

As a former small business owner, all I can say is Hang Tough!

What Croot said is true. Something will reveal itself.

 

[TJHall1]

I will make 50k thisbquarter but lost my welder. I can do it for a couple days buy my body shuts down if I work hard for for a week or 2.
My elbows are shot. I wear braces and ice my elbow 2 here each night.
Both shoulders are torn.back is fucked and don't want another surgery.
My rt knee and femur were destroyed when I was 13. Surgeon told me I'd need a replacement by 35. Well at 50 it is giving me problems getting up or down. My left knee is just behind it
As an owner im not on workers comp I scared my andbCoooer are going to have to move in to a camper park just to avoid actual homelessness.
Any prayer will be appreciated. My family wants me to stay on board. I just don't knkwnhkwbi can stay wbcomoany unless I switch to sales man significant pay cut.
Yall please pray for me and Cooper. I've been doing imsteel since 1995. Any of yall need a a rebar guycfkrb70-80k metsbtalk. I'm about to walk in to the abyss. Maketing that money means o
I can get out and not go into bankruptcy
@Concrete Cowboy

Haven't welded for years but I'm damn sure you could show me the ropes. Let me know if you need me.

 

[Deleted member 2886]

@Rebarcock. & Cooper.
Both of ya'll ninjas are already included in my prayers, pretty much daily.

I must be praying wrong coz ya'z shoulda gone full super Saiyan by now and transformed into the most powerful forms,... ...IronCobaltVanadiumAlloyRebarCock. & CoVFeFeCooper.

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Spoiler

Started included ya'z in my prayers a few months back around the time TJ posted that shite about ya supposedly robbing a bank and being arrested at a strip joint the next morning.

(*Sure I'll get shit for admitting this, but I was fuckin legit freaking out,... despite knowing TJ was most likely full of his usual kaks.)

Point is, if the ninja bro potentially requires some degree of assist,...

...then Got Dang It, an assist shall hastily be, rendered unto thee!

Unsure how though?

Maybe a new welder?, or something?
Just brainstorming ideas rn coz I'm totally ignorant of the actual reality.

 

[LVRebel]

Sorry to hear brother. I'll be praying for you for sure. Stay positive man.

 

[TJHall1]

Go fuck off you clownsm

 

[Rebarcock.]

Haven't welded for years but I'm damn sure you could show me the ropes. Let me know if you need me.

As of last night an option maye ha presented itself.
Thank ninja.
2 week ago a cartel scammed me 7k to replace would run 5500. I have to sell 28k to cover rat (replacement after theivery) ll tell that story once reconciled.
Special thanks to @TJHall1
My heart is filled w joy

 

[Rebarcock.]

Sorry to hear brother. I'll be praying for you for sure. Stay positive man.

Good things happen to me. I'm scared but I believe God has me in his Palm

 

[Rebarcock.]

Still have the 2 other shops. I can't physically do what I once did. I was superman. I can take any industrial machine apart and reassemble i can weld or bust out any construction grade steel better than anyone. In the past 18 months (after I rebounded from hose burn and losing my mind due to skull fracture leaking brain fluid) I was back to being the shit. In 18 months both my elbows are shot and both my knees are deteriorating. My family wants me to stay company but I want my shop. My welder quit no call no show so I can get by for a min. I had a welder come by looking for work and he may be able to. He is suppose to come back. The scary part for me is doing the work then not being able to sleep which cause me to lose my mind again. Id rather live in my camper than be a nut bag again.
.part of it is pride. I don't want to lose my shop after almost 20 years in business. I take failure very hard. I pride myself in saving everyone else. It is hard for me to to be saved or accept help from anyone outside of family or best of friends.


I have enough cash I can walkin away, get the surgeries I need and be back 12 months from now.

I'm single 49 and want my elbow to work so I don't need help wiping my ass at 75. That scares me almost as much as going blind.
My dad is 77 and he can barely use 6 digits but he has a wife and I am her baby. I've always done right but everyone in my family but my junkie brother who stole 2ok from my from fire rebuild fund. So family won't let me and Coop live on the street. I can be dramatic but that is how I was raised.
My family is Irish poor. My dad hit it big. My siblings and I had stuff but my 1st non hand me down was 8th grade. We love and fight. Like really fight. But we are always there for each other.
My family can't see my body hurt and Irish folks like black(irish) people think if it isn't bleeding profusely or contorted bone you are being a lying pussy.

I also have a wee bit of ptsd from the fire and a couple other things I don't want to get in to here. So sometimes I do things so everyone thinks I'm a loon. Which is partially true when I drink. See last Thursday

Last night I was all alone thinking of possible outcomes. I'll trust in our Lod and God, me/Coop and my family.
I've done everything in steel but my heart is in the shop and I can't do it anymore. It sucks. I've had 7 major surgeries and I need 4 more. Bw me and insurance I've spent 2million to date to seem nomal

Being against jab and Q guy hasnt not helped either but my fed bil sister mom are on my side. My dad and brother the friends w the pope aren't and they are my business partners. I see my self as Christ's warrior and the do know that.

Aside my brother and father can ride a horse inside of any Catholic holy place in the world including Vatican. I'm a knight to but I never took any oath but the first. They are higher than Malta and they both think child sacrifice and death from Satanic inoosters id the gravest threat

 

[Rebarcock.]

Just had a best friend call me. I told him my plight.


He asked all the questions. He said he had 20million set aside for me and laused and for family so long as my brother #2 isn't involved.
We don't need 20 million. He didn't care. NICK said we'd take it.
@Homewood. He has a cousin Gus.


Thanks all yall.


I haven't told ny family yet either. This is not a loan. This is we are your people and you are ours. Praise Jesus

Edit to add
When my house burnt down he brought me a suit case w 250k. I told him I couldn't take it and insurance would take care of everything. He wanted to beat me w that briefcase for not taken in

 

[MVTPatriot]

Just had a best friend call me. I told him my plight.


He asked all the questions. He said he had 20million set aside for me and laused and for family so long as my brother #2 isn't involved.
We don't need 20 million. He didn't care. NICK said we'd take it.
@Homewood. He has a cousin Gus.


Thanks all yall.


I haven't told ny family yet either. This is not a loan. This is we are your people and you are ours. Praise Jesus

Edit to add
When my house burnt down he brought me a suit case w 250k. I told him I couldn't take it and insurance would take care of everything. He wanted to beat me w that briefcase for not taken in

He isn’t that Murtaugh feller is he??

Seriously, congrats on getting the assist from a good friend!

 

[Homewood]

Amazing stuff Rebar. Thanks for sharing. Can’t wait to see you get well and feel like yourself again!

 

[AmericanViking]

I will make 50k thisbquarter but lost my welder. I can do it for a couple days buy my body shuts down if I work hard for for a week or 2.
My elbows are shot. I wear braces and ice my elbow 2 here each night.
Both shoulders are torn.back is fucked and don't want another surgery.
My rt knee and femur were destroyed when I was 13. Surgeon told me I'd need a replacement by 35. Well at 50 it is giving me problems getting up or down. My left knee is just behind it
As an owner im not on workers comp I scared my andbCoooer are going to have to move in to a camper park just to avoid actual homelessness.
Any prayer will be appreciated. My family wants me to stay on board. I just don't knkwnhkwbi can stay wbcomoany unless I switch to sales man significant pay cut.
Yall please pray for me and Cooper. I've been doing imsteel since 1995. Any of yall need a a rebar guycfkrb70-80k metsbtalk. I'm about to walk in to the abyss. Maketing that money means o
I can get out and not go into bankruptcy
@Concrete Cowboy

Man, prayers to you brother.

 

[Rebarcock.]

He isn’t that Murtaugh feller is he??

Seriously, congrats on getting the assist from a good friend!

Itbis Murock. Similar to a black spelling of Murtaugh.

 

[TheNJNole]

How can we help? You place job ad's on indeed or ziprecruiter?

 

[TheNJNole]

In the mean time, this bute will cheer you up. You name it, she does it.....

A friend said the "Donkey Experience" is something else.

 

[AmericanViking]

In the mean time, this bute will cheer you up. You name it, she does it.....

A friend said the "Donkey Experience" is something else.
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Donkey basketball was hilarious when I was a kid.

 

[TJHall1]

In the mean time, this bute will cheer you up. You name it, she does it.....

A friend said the "Donkey Experience" is something else.
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3.9! 3.9! 3.9! 3.9!

 

[TheNJNole]

Chad need's attention again....

 

[TJHall1]

Chad need's attention again....

3.9 3.9 3.9!!

 

[TJHall1]

Chad need's attention again....

 

[LVRebel]

Just had a best friend call me. I told him my plight.


He asked all the questions. He said he had 20million set aside for me and laused and for family so long as my brother #2 isn't involved.
We don't need 20 million. He didn't care. NICK said we'd take it.
@Homewood. He has a cousin Gus.


Thanks all yall.


I haven't told ny family yet either. This is not a loan. This is we are your people and you are ours. Praise Jesus

Edit to add
When my house burnt down he brought me a suit case w 250k. I told him I couldn't take it and insurance would take care of everything. He wanted to beat me w that briefcase for not taken in

How you doing @Rebarcock ? Sounds like you got a pretty awesome friend helping you out bigly. Praise God!

 

[Rebarcock.]

How you doing @Rebarcock ? Sounds like you got a pretty awesome friend helping you out bigly. Praise God!

Hookers and blow

 

[Rebarcock.]

Turned down the cash. I'm gonna go back to full time shop and 80hr weeks. I thought I was done w that but i guess not.

I'm thinking about getting on roids. I'm almost 50 and losing strength fast. I was never huge but I've always been crazy strong for my size. Angry Irish
I don't have a kid or wife so why the fuck not.

Got damn belt on my new john deere snapped so I'm drinking starting at noon. See yall in a bit. When I'm acting whacky you'll know why

 

[ttyh]

Turned down the cash. I'm gonna go back to full time shop and 80hr weeks. I thought I was done w that but i guess not.

I'm thinking about getting on roids. I'm almost 50 and losing strength fast. I was never huge but I've always been crazy strong for my size. Angry Irish
I don't have a kid or wife so why the fuck not.

Got damn belt on my new john deere snapped so I'm drinking starting at noon. See yall in a bit. When I'm acting whacky you'll know why

 

[Deleted member 2886]

Turned down the cash. I'm gonna go back to full time shop and 80hr weeks. I thought I was done w that but i guess not.

I'm thinking about getting on roids. I'm almost 50 and losing strength fast. I was never huge but I've always been crazy strong for my size. Angry Irish
I don't have a kid or wife so why the fuck not.

Got damn belt on my new john deere snapped so I'm drinking starting at noon. See yall in a bit. When I'm acting whacky you'll know why

Far out, 80h/w,...fuck that's intense man.
Mad respect. SKOL!

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*Wanted to mention something to ya, though it requires a standard unbard-like CuriousF post,...sorry.

*It is legit, I personally practice this.

*Under a spoiler so ya can freely choose to read or skip.

Spoiler: 💪

#Ever heard of ['Glutathione'?]

#Or ['Quercitin'?]

Basically, these are 2 powerful bodily repairing compounds which are created in the body by eating certain veges.

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*EG:
-Spinach(or any leafy greens)
= 'Glutathione'.

-Capsicum(or any peppers)
= 'Quercitin'.

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#I have severe-lifelong spinal injuries resulting from a car crash.(*A permanent and ever worsening degenerative condition.)

#These injuries had majorly limited my physical potentials since age 8, and constantly flared up causing crippling pain.

#Until, changing nutritional intake habits,...starting with eating one raw capsicum, and a decent handful of raw spinach & parsley per day,...every day,...365d/y.

#Over the following ~3 months, difficulties from the injuries decreased significantly.

#After ~6 months there was no difficulties at all, and they've not returned since.

#That was several years ago, now at 36yo I look+feel like I'm in my mid twenties.(*not bragging, this is just the surprising reality.)

#Am putting this optional info on the table for you and any other to have free access to it and thus afforded awareness of being able to freely choose whether to consider/investigate further,...or not.

Bless.
&
SKOL!

#We all know these assholes don't want us knowing the Truth

 

[shiv]

Far out, 80h/w,...fuck that's intense man.
Mad respect. SKOL!

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*Wanted to mention something to ya, though it requires a standard unbard-like CuriousF post,...sorry.

*It is legit, I personally practice this.

*Under a spoiler so ya can freely choose to read or skip.

Spoiler: 💪

#Ever heard of ['Glutathione'?]

#Or ['Quercitin'?]

Basically, these are 2 powerful bodily repairing compounds which are created in the body by eating certain veges.

---

*EG:
-Spinach(or any leafy greens)
= 'Glutathione'.

-Capsicum(or any peppers)
= 'Quercitin'.

---

#I have severe-lifelong spinal injuries resulting from a car crash.(*A permanent and ever worsening degenerative condition.)

#These injuries had majorly limited my physical potentials since age 8, and constantly flared up causing crippling pain.

#Until, changing nutritional intake habits,...starting with eating one raw capsicum, and a decent handful of raw spinach & parsley per day,...every day,...365d/y.

#Over the following ~3 months, difficulties from the injuries decreased significantly.

#After ~6 months there was no difficulties at all, and they've not returned since.

#That was several years ago, now at 36yo I look+feel like I'm in my mid twenties.(*not bragging, this is just the surprising reality.)

#Am putting this optional info on the table for you and any other to have free access to it and thus afforded awareness of being able to freely choose whether to consider/investigate further,...or not.

Bless.
&
SKOL!

#We all know these assholes don't want us knowing the Truth
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