post a wager ?

[Hook]
Fuct up, I took myself thru this
Laid down for years, did a bid for this
Been done disenfranchised for this
Blood in & blood out for this
Raise ya vibes & get into this, fuck outa here
Stabbed & been stabbed for this
ATM stick upper Gutter rider for this
I knew I was destined 2 be greater
Than any 1 of these sums of bixes
Who said I gotta do any better, fuck outa here
Than the paper says I'm supposed 2-B
Goin back & forth wit God & myself
So who the fuck is the Devil tho, Fuck outa here
So who the fuck says I gotta do better, fuck outa here
Sell outs just shelled out for nothing better
Than an Uncle Sam varsity letter
Forevermore been on another level, Fuck outa here
Level up & cheers before the fears nuka
So who the fuck says I gotta do any better
Than my No Recs remakes nuka, fuck outa here

[V1]
Walls been closed in, since the feds
Sent me up head to head with the devil
Nightmares shit fuck haven friends
Houses broken over friends, fiends in the end, man
Kill all man wit a extended clip like a magazines edited expo
Woke up years ago while these homo side show doe lows try & roll on meh
Sweat like a pack of rays tryna bring me outa pocket, characters who work moe for pro low lame-oh photo shoots
Get shot fuckn wit this dis
No Recs the gunners chair
U's is all hoe squads, divided by Dividends
& thus-this war won't ever end, until
(BANG-BANG! x5)

[Hook]

[V2]
Skitzo, like ah, oh no boy, this trig pulls like a bull on China in the yard
Better hope no 1 gives me the in
Ima run up all in yo sets shouting bet
Hoe ass struggles of muzzled Muppets
Gonna wanna protect all yo deepest of secrets
I'm not a protector of pr-eset protector rejects
Had a vision of being the only being who actually escapes
It's a prison plantation on disco reject
Bes put yo hardest in this
Whilst I'm gunna a profession no man wants to step in
(Brr-Brr! x5)

[Hook]

[V3]
This is apply'n pressure to who & the fuck ever wants to spit sum thin clever
Nine Eleven Revolutionist Cript out
Break my flex nukas betta respect
Bout to flip fault lines since they denied me
The front lines & just because I'm left with Ai
Don't mean shit my aim is still, E mack
And I could GAF, if U young & buck as fuck
All u will get the nuke in the end nukas
Sicko as fuck like rape'n Liberty
For each & every day I was robbed of pursuing any avenue of happiness
Let alone prosperity, hold all u hostage
As my homage, fuck it
It's like this, u think U've have sum trials & tribulations
I'm only here for Revelation, nuka
So fuck a bible, sermon or suicide bomber
I'm straight bomb'n from Nerrelly, son!
(Now here comes the BOOM, nukas!)

[Hook]

[Outro]
Take a real good look at this photo
Be the only actual true Notorious Outlaw
Fuck all U slaves & I put that on any 1 of U
Tryna put me in my grave, dead already
Fuck Jesus, Mohammed & the Devil
& I put that on being a Gigantic Galactic Crip
So fuck doin better if all they want from meh is, 6 feet
 
Once I started meditating now I cant fucking sleep at night
Yo Reebz,

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....you ever tried letting your body switch to sleep mode while keeping your mind awake?



Probably sounds like horseshit....😂butt it ain't.

Takes a bit of practice. Gotta keep the mind focused and body relaxed the whole time without moving at all in order to eventually trick the body into sleep mode.

Things become pretty tripppy when ya pull it off. For example: ya might seemingly get outta bed and move around the house like ya normally would, initially forgetting your body is actually still lying in bed asleep. Ya might not realize something is off until moving back into the room and noticing your body lying there but you ain't in it.

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😄 Confused/startled the crap outta me when I first experienced this realization.

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Best I could figure, the sudden shock instantly pulled me back into the body which awoke and sprung outta bed almost immediately. Wasn't like waking from a dream or nothin'. Everything was crystal clear.

Second time I managed to pull it off, again somehow I didn't initially notice anything out of the ordinary. Even went out to the yard to see what my bros, their gfs & friends were up to. I could hear everything they were talking about and when I tried joining in I could hear myself talking as I normally would except they all seemed to be completely ignoring me....🤣 pissed me off a bit too, although I didn't get a chance to stew about it coz I went to lean against the garage wall.... only I fell straight fuckin' through like the wall was no longer a solid physical thing. Ended up testing it out by poking my arms/legs through then fully walking through a couple of times though ain't gonna deny, it is extremely unsettling and I still haven't figured out why some things like floors, stairs, steps, and most objects I interacted with seemed to remain as if physically solid, while walls, doors and windows didn't. Not sure if it's a default state or maybe I was somehow controlling what seemed solid vs what didn't. Walking through walls sounds cool but I dunno, it's just plainly fuckin' unsettling imo, I guess maybe I'm not fond of potentially getting stuck halfway through a wall or walking through and getting semi fused to whatever might be on the other side. Philadelphia Experiment type shit. Like suddenly finding oneself partially fused to the deck or something.....😅fuck that'd be a nightmarish experience.

Oh yeah, there's another interesting thing that happens during these out of body shenanigans too. The mind & body always seems to be fully rested when ya return. It's basically no different to waking from a normal nights sleep, yet the mind or whatever the out of body consciousness is, remained active the whole time.

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