Ohio State offensive lineman Harry Millerannounced he is medically retiring from football Thursday, and shared that he had intentions to take his own life prior to the 2021 season.
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After meeting with medical professionals, Miller said he tried going back to football while covering up the scars on his wrists and throat with tape.
"At the time, I would rather be dead than a coward. I'd rather be nothing at all, than have to explain everything that was wrong," he said. "I was planning on being reduced to my initials on a back of a helmet. I had seen people seek help before. I had seen the age-old adage of how our generation was softening by the second, but I can tell you my skin was tough."
Miller, a student in the Ohio State college of engineering with a 4.0 GPA, will continue his studies. He said in the statement that Day is also finding a way for Miller to help other players in the program who might be addressing mental health.
"I hope athletic departments around the country do the same," Miller said. "If not for [Day] and the staff, my words would not be a reflection. They would be evidence in a post-mortem."
Ohio State OL Miller, citing mental health, retires
Ohio State offensive lineman Harry Miller announced he is medically retiring from football Thursday, citing his mental health, in a lengthy social media post.
After meeting with medical professionals, Miller said he tried going back to football while covering up the scars on his wrists and throat with tape.
"At the time, I would rather be dead than a coward. I'd rather be nothing at all, than have to explain everything that was wrong," he said. "I was planning on being reduced to my initials on a back of a helmet. I had seen people seek help before. I had seen the age-old adage of how our generation was softening by the second, but I can tell you my skin was tough."
Miller, a student in the Ohio State college of engineering with a 4.0 GPA, will continue his studies. He said in the statement that Day is also finding a way for Miller to help other players in the program who might be addressing mental health.
"I hope athletic departments around the country do the same," Miller said. "If not for [Day] and the staff, my words would not be a reflection. They would be evidence in a post-mortem."
