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I posted this on TMB and I wanted to hear more experiences here...
9/11/01
809 Vattier Manhattan, KS 66502
My girlfriend left in the morning. Shortly after my college roommate said to immediately get up and turn on the TV. There was zero reason for another word to be said.
I sat in my bedroom watching the second plane hit the tower. I couldn't comprehend what I was seeing and found myself wondering if this was a movie or real life. Afterall, how could this possibly be reality within the United States?
For days everyone on campus was quiet...walking on fragile clouds not sure if we would fall through or if we were allowed to go back to the accustomed optimism where our lives would not be effected. The bars were full of boisterous men wanting revenge and others worried about what was coming next. Even though deep down we knew better, we were banking on the ability to continue our oblivious insulation from an enemy we didn't understand nor wanted to learn about.
I remember shortly after 9/11 seeing a man sobbing in the corner of the journalism computer lab. I recognized him as a player on the Kansas State club rugby team. He was known as a boisterous person (and frankly pretty full of himself) but his emotion and pain was different on that day. He was an absolute mess. I walked up to him, pulled the chair from the computer beside him and put my hand on his shoulder and said absolutely nothing.
I can't explain the embrace but it hit harder than any hug I've ever had. He was from New York and had family and friends involved in which he hadn't heard from. There was one family member (I can't remember) who he was incredibly distraught about. He disappeared shortly after and I have never seen him again.
To this day I don't know the fall out regarding his loss. That said, every year I think about him.
I remember hugging people, drinking beers with those that were beside themselves as well as those wondering aimlessly trying to figure out "why." Having debates with those wondering how long this would last and others questioning if this would change all of our lives and what would be next.
None of us knew.
9/11/01
809 Vattier Manhattan, KS 66502
My girlfriend left in the morning. Shortly after my college roommate said to immediately get up and turn on the TV. There was zero reason for another word to be said.
I sat in my bedroom watching the second plane hit the tower. I couldn't comprehend what I was seeing and found myself wondering if this was a movie or real life. Afterall, how could this possibly be reality within the United States?
For days everyone on campus was quiet...walking on fragile clouds not sure if we would fall through or if we were allowed to go back to the accustomed optimism where our lives would not be effected. The bars were full of boisterous men wanting revenge and others worried about what was coming next. Even though deep down we knew better, we were banking on the ability to continue our oblivious insulation from an enemy we didn't understand nor wanted to learn about.
I remember shortly after 9/11 seeing a man sobbing in the corner of the journalism computer lab. I recognized him as a player on the Kansas State club rugby team. He was known as a boisterous person (and frankly pretty full of himself) but his emotion and pain was different on that day. He was an absolute mess. I walked up to him, pulled the chair from the computer beside him and put my hand on his shoulder and said absolutely nothing.
I can't explain the embrace but it hit harder than any hug I've ever had. He was from New York and had family and friends involved in which he hadn't heard from. There was one family member (I can't remember) who he was incredibly distraught about. He disappeared shortly after and I have never seen him again.
To this day I don't know the fall out regarding his loss. That said, every year I think about him.
I remember hugging people, drinking beers with those that were beside themselves as well as those wondering aimlessly trying to figure out "why." Having debates with those wondering how long this would last and others questioning if this would change all of our lives and what would be next.
None of us knew.