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I love everyone here. And I know some of you pray to your God. I’m asking for help to go the opposite way. A way to contact Satan?

RJ2kWJ

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I’m Agnostic, grew up Methodist. I need help to the point of selling my soul. What do I do and how do it?

Im so fvcking over the pain and people praying for me that I’m going the opposite direction.

How do I say what’s up to the big boy?

I’m starting to think he/she is more fun than whomever else.

Any tips

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Im to the point of “God” can suck my ass. And if I were to pick one, Bhudda is a much >>>>>> God than the Christian one.

I know I’m offending a lot of friends here. But they know I’m done with it.
 

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I can’t take the pain anymore. And am willing to sell my soul over it if that’s a thing. I can’t keep going through multi thousands of dollars of surgeries.

For you god lovers, I can sell my soul right?!

I never use this word. HATE.

I HATE the Christian “God”. I don’t need a 5th surgery. I fucking hate you Yahweh. Fuck off. Piece of shot God.
 

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I can’t take the pain anymore. And am willing to sell my soul over it if that’s a thing. I can’t keep going through multi thousands of dollars of surgeries.

For you god lovers, I can sell my soul right?!

I never use this word. HATE.

I HATE the Christian “God”. I don’t need a 5th surgery. I fucking hate you Yahweh. Fuck off. Piece of shot God.
I hate how iPhone autocorrects shit to shot now.

You had an Achilles problem right?
 

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what’s going on bro?

what kind of pain are we talking? Physical, mental?

im atheist / agnostic so maybe I can help
Everyone thinks I’m joking. Just full numbness all of the time in my entire left foot. But it’s a numbness where I can also feel pain. Like when you accidentally fall asleep on your hand or foot or penis. Not all the way numb, just about 80%.

Also from the Achilles standpoint, it feels like a knife is inside of my lower leg again.

It’s a combination of everything.
 

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I’m a fucking surfer and skydiver and would sell my damn soul for this to go away and I get to have fun again.

DO ANY OF YOU ALL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WATCH YOUR FRIENDS DO EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE FOR SO MANY YEARS AND NO ONE WILL LET ME?!?!?!

I don’t want to get to the point of praying or even asking for him. But I’m tired of the pain and am borderline ready to get this out of my body.
 

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I can suggest one way that would possible put you on the path to wholeness.

It is a book entitled "Breaking the habit of being yourself" by Dr. Joe Dispenza. It is one of the most transformative books I have ever read. It is not religious in any way. It is about why your mind works in negative ways and how "reprogram" you mind to be your best friend instead of your worst enemy. Best of luck brother.
 

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I can suggest one way that would possible put you on the path to wholeness.

It is a book entitled "Breaking the habit of being yourself" by Dr. Joe Dispenza. It is one of the most transformative books I have ever read. It is not religious in any way. It is about why your mind works in negative ways and how "reprogram" you mind to be your best friend instead of your worst enemy. Best of luck brother.
I will absolutely start this in about two hours. Thank you.
 

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I’m a fucking surfer and skydiver and would sell my damn soul for this to go away and I get to have fun again.

DO ANY OF YOU ALL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WATCH YOUR FRIENDS DO EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE FOR SO MANY YEARS AND NO ONE WILL LET ME?!?!?!

I don’t want to get to the point of praying or even asking for him. But I’m tired of the pain and am borderline ready to get this out of my body.
First of all let me send you some weed and chill the fuck out.

im hanging with my 7 year old all weekend and he will never be able to run in his life. legs are fucked up from the knees down. He won’t have the same life as me or anyone else. But we still have more than enough fun. Even when I carted his ass around in a wheelchair we had fun.

relax, take it one step at a time. Demand the best doctors and ask them a million questions. You are your own advocate.

life is all about perspective, sometimes it changes and you gotta adjust with it.

no god is gonna swoop in and solve your problems. Roll with the punches and deal with the hand you are dealt to the best of your abilities. I’d bet dollars to donuts you will skydive again in the future.

Sorry for your pain!
 

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I can suggest one way that would possible put you on the path to wholeness.

It is a book entitled "Breaking the habit of being yourself" by Dr. Joe Dispenza. It is one of the most transformative books I have ever read. It is not religious in any way. It is about why your mind works in negative ways and how "reprogram" you mind to be your best friend instead of your worst enemy. Best of luck brother.
Perspective / reprogramming …. I whole-heartedly agree with you. Good advice
 

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First of all let me send you some weed and chill the fuck out.

im hanging with my 7 year old all weekend and he will never be able to run in his life. legs are fucked up from the knees down. He won’t have the same life as me or anyone else. But we still have more than enough fun. Even when I carted his ass around in a wheelchair we had fun.

relax, take it one step at a time. Demand the best doctors and ask them a million questions. You are your own advocate.

life is all about perspective, sometimes it changes and you gotta adjust with it.

no god is gonna swoop in and solve your problems. Roll with the punches and deal with the hand you are dealt to the best of your abilities. I’d bet dollars to donuts you will skydive again in the future.

Sorry for your pain!
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I’m Agnostic, grew up Methodist. I need help to the point of selling my soul. What do I do and how do it?

Im so fvcking over the pain and people praying for me that I’m going the opposite direction.

How do I say what’s up to the big boy?

I’m starting to think he/she is more fun than whomever else.

Any tips

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Im to the point of “God” can suck my ass. And if I were to pick one, Bhudda is a much >>>>>> God than the Christian one.

I know I’m offending a lot of friends here. But they know I’m done with it.
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“Therefore I say to you, any sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven people, but blasphemy against the Spirit shall not be forgiven.

Source: https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Blasphemy
 

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And yes Venom is pretty much the epitome of me.

Not that new movie shit, but the real Venom. I love to draw him.
 

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Awesome pics.
I assume that is your pic and you are an amputee?
How did you lose your leg?
I’m scared of being an amputee. I really REALLY don’t want to be. That pic is of a friend that got the new I guess “neat” pic your collage or favorite team color leg replacement.

I’m really not ready. I’m scared and really feel like I can max this mother fucker out before I completely destroy it.

My great friend in Nica, that I would pin against Laird, would rip my leg apart knowing I’m happy.
 

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I will absolutely start this in about two hours. Thank you.
Before you read "Breaking the habit of being yourself" you must consider this statement. It is true. It cannot be refuted and if you believe in it the growth of your new self will be accelerated. This is hanging in my home gym right next to my stationary bicycle. I read it every day even though I know it by heart.

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I’m a fucking surfer and skydiver

I was feeling sorry for you after reading your OP but then I read your shitty/hateful replies to people who are just trying to offer some type of help and I don't feel sorry for you anymore. You want a manly response? How's this... doesn't seem like you're much of a surfer/skydiver nowadays, huh? Stop being a pussy.
 

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Before you read "Breaking the habit of being yourself" you must consider this statement. It is true. It cannot be refuted and if you believe in it the growth of your new self will be accelerated. This is hanging in my home gym right next to my stationary bicycle. I read it every day even though I know it by heart.

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Reminded me of some lyrics from one of my favorite artists.

“Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
You'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate
Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith.”
 

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I’m Agnostic, grew up Methodist. I need help to the point of selling my soul. What do I do and how do it?

Im so fvcking over the pain and people praying for me that I’m going the opposite direction.

How do I say what’s up to the big boy?

I’m starting to think he/she is more fun than whomever else.

Any tips

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Im to the point of “God” can suck my ass. And if I were to pick one, Bhudda is a much >>>>>> God than the Christian one.

I know I’m offending a lot of friends here. But they know I’m done with it.
Dm me I'll give you the details.
 

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What a great thread to start my Sunday.
Are you for real? If so, think about what you post before you post it jack ass. Either you up your game or you are dead to me, not that you would give a shit.
 
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I’m Agnostic, grew up Methodist. I need help to the point of selling my soul. What do I do and how do it?

Im so fvcking over the pain and people praying for me that I’m going the opposite direction.

How do I say what’s up to the big boy?

I’m starting to think he/she is more fun than whomever else.

Any tips

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Im to the point of “God” can suck my ass. And if I were to pick one, Bhudda is a much >>>>>> God than the Christian one.

I know I’m offending a lot of friends here. But they know I’m done with it.
You have gotten some very powerful and irrefutable wisdom cast your way. MORE that enough to get a real and correct way to walk the right track. But if you are insincere and needing your feminine ego stroked, you will bring down a mountain of negative Karma upon your decrepit soul.. Make sure we all know who is the real you
 
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You have gotten some very powerful and irrefutable wisdom cast your way. MORE that enough to et a real an on the right track. But if you are insincere and needing your feminine ego stroked, you will bring down a mountain of negative Karma upon your decrepit soul.. How you are for real dude.
Agreed.
 

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I’m a fucking surfer and skydiver and would sell my damn soul for this to go away and I get to have fun again.

DO ANY OF YOU ALL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WATCH YOUR FRIENDS DO EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE FOR SO MANY YEARS AND NO ONE WILL LET ME?!?!?!

I don’t want to get to the point of praying or even asking for him. But I’m tired of the pain and am borderline ready to get this out of my body.
Love ya Dude Grow up though. Have a rational thought and chill.
 

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I’m a fucking surfer and skydiver and would sell my damn soul for this to go away and I get to have fun again.

DO ANY OF YOU ALL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WATCH YOUR FRIENDS DO EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE FOR SO MANY YEARS AND NO ONE WILL LET ME?!?!?!

I don’t want to get to the point of praying or even asking for him. But I’m tired of the pain and am borderline ready to get this out of my body.
Then jump no parachute PusSy. No one is fuck ING stopping you. Do It or stfu
 

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Man, it sounds like you are in a lot of pain. That fucking sucks. But wasting energy on all that hate is not good. Cursing a God you don't even really believe exists is another fools errand. Sorry for you pain but you would be well advised to let go off all that bad energy, at a bare fucking minimum. I will say prayers for you. Whether you want them or not. It may help to know a total fucking stranger gives a shit. I do. SKOL!
 
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